9/30/2008
noone but me from URL @ 8:48 PM
ONE. SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my Muslim friends! :D May ya'll eat a lotlotlot & get manymany moneymoney! & as ya'll ask for pardon, forgive me as well if i have wronged ya'll along the way; intentionally or unintentionally, i apologise. Well, enjoy the month! :) Happy childrens' day.
TWO. 26/9 - Happy seventeenth to syikinnnn! :} Hello lady! We havent properly talked in a long while you know! Same school somemore. But you still seem to be the little girl with the same smile back frm sec3 + yr cute dracula fang, hahaha. Hope you're doing better than fine & hey, all the way okay? I am still here for you if you feel like venting your anger by stabbing anyone with a blue pen. (*STARES.) -Happy eighteenth to staff faizah! (dont think you read, but) bezt of luck for the As! :D (i can still rmbr wishing you good luck for the os, gosh)
THREE. Back from Holidayyyyy! :D & no matter how shiok my getaway was, nothing feels better than home. Well, veryveryvery long post yo.
DAY ONE
before fly ing off!
touch down at siem reap! 
my mom the big shot journalist had an escort. (my name was behind la! really) 
didnt do much. PR manager drove us around town & got this lovely picture! :)

DAY TWO hopped onto this ancient car headed for green day! 
undercover witch yo, watch out. (with my magic wand!)

the staff & all cleaning! 
went to visit the orphanage after. 8/44 kids sleeping on the floor.
DAY THREE hopped onto tuktuk!

& went to see the glorious temples of cambodia! check out the tree growing on the temple!

 
the face of a God among the shambles. 
carving of a turtle biting the ass of the guy who was planning to have it for dinner.
&&&! check out the resemblance! respect okay, i may be the future enlightened one.

DAY FOUR bike! 3 people okay, zomg.

transfer to the boat! we wre gna explore the tonlesap lake!

kampong phluk! a village on the lake. (during the dry season, its just land btw)

meet sraylack & sokpol. the girl & boy, 14 & 15 & they speak wonderful english. they're hoping to break out of the poverty cycle and work in the town to study and earn a better living.

mom & i couldn't resist so we just jumped into the lake to swim with the locals! funfun! :D this is a girl who played with us!

and then we caught the loveliest sunset. reminded me of my lovely :)
the platform from which people dive.
& as fake as this looks, it is a photograph! picture perfect huh!

the little pensive boatman,
& my fav! no editting yo, just the beauty of nature captured by a camera on a speeding boat. :) 
& well well well! no better way to end my holiday than by seeing the faces i hadnt seen for so long! :) rupini zarifah & syimah! Second time know! *tap on the shoulder & i turn around, completely unaware, to see them exclaim "SURPRISE!". hahahaha :D thank you all for coming, so sweet! :) ended my holiday, picture perfect! love ya'll much!
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Well yeap, so back from my holiday, back to the real world. I've got quite a few things to say but later. :)
'Cause how could you give your love to someone else And share your dreams with me
9/26/2008
noone but me from URL @ 5:21 AM
Spent the night on the phone, packing & watching movies online. I like Patrick Dempsey muchmuchmuch! :D Anyway, grand total of 4 hours of sleep over the past two days. (that was yest btw) But eh, quite annoying ah. When i want to stay awake to study i cant, but to do everything else i can. Haha, exemplary of how its all in the mind. Okay, im really gone this time, ciao!
noone but me from URL @ 2:42 AM
Gun(what a name anw), told me something today that was so simple and yet so true. It kinda just got me, just like that :)
"If someone walks out on you, dont give up on love; afterall, if you wanted so much to be with that person, think about how much more beautiful it will be when the right one comes along." move along, baby. -
& so by the time you read this, i'd be in Cambodia! :D Im going there with my mom for this Victoria (no not vj) green day thinggie, to fight pollution & save the earth! Aiseyman! Captain planet Sarahj or what! Hahaha. Okay, it just essentially means that im going to Cambodia to pick up rubbish, haha. Butbutbut! 1) I get to fly in the aeroplaneeeeee! (zomg after, 3 years i think! enduring through all those times i felt like flying away) 2) I get my sweet escape! :) 3) Sponsored stay at Victoria Spa Resort which = spa! HAHA.
So yes, take care of yourselves my friends, you'll be missed veryverystrawberrymanymany much! Dont worry, i'll bring back the rubbish i picked up as presents for ya'll, heee :D & alll zee bezt to those still doing their promos, finishing yo!
I'll be back tuesday so welllll astalavista babyyy!
as the world keeps spinning round, you hold me, right here right now.
9/24/2008
noone but me from URL @ 9:06 AM
econs wasnt that great & lit was shit. but! im finished yo, finished. (pun intended) so, SUMO.
today i must start&finish my topic on the end of cold war. then do mathematics. then revise uhm, seasn hist. & then sleep!
try me, i play this game better than you. doh ray me, as simple as a b c!
9/22/2008
noone but me from URL @ 8:40 PM
Mom's back! When i opened the door for her, she screamed 'saraaaaaaaaaaah!'. Being the sappy "honey, darling" kinda mom, I thought she was going to say she missed me so i started opening my mouth to reciprocate; but she totally killed the moment by saying, "My pandan plant is dead! Sarah! You killed my plants!". HAHA. So i just went, "nooooooooo. anyway yeah, thanks ah ma, i missed you too." (i did water the plants okay! dammit.) Anywayyy, mummmmyyy's bacckkkkkkkk! :D :D :D
dont want to, but have made up my mind. just need the heart now; yes the selfsame heart.
you're on my heart just like a tattoo, i'll always have you.
9/21/2008
noone but me from URL @ 10:02 PM
Come again?
i have such a bad headache that it feels like some big fat asshole is squeezing the back of my head. & my eyes feel so heavy as a result of that squeezing that they feel like they're about to sink into my eye sockets. & my ears hurt too. & im such a whiny baby, shuddup sarah.
i feel like writing fuck promos on all the pieces of paper of my foolscap pad, tearing it out, throwing it into the kallang river & going to sleep. i feel weird :/ dont like feeling weird.
procrastination , running circles in my head.
noone but me from URL @ 12:21 AM
Room for?
Long ago i told someone that 'going out today coming back tomorrow' was cool. (yeah, never did that then) but zomg, how much has changed since then mann. Its almost a norm now & nope, not cool when you've been out studying :/
Anyywayyyy, today (sat) was productive! :D &&&! I met a hothothot italian stranger at starbucks who asked me to call him "Russ". Woah, hothothot. First he sat opposite me (VERYNEARPLS!) then he started talking! (TALKING!) I think we talked on and off for about 30 mins. (haha whatever la i know im not supposed to talk to strangers, but hot okayyyy! can make an exception right!) Then he moved away cos he needed the power socket. Wahsey, that got me so high compared to my caramel frap. hothothottt! hahaha :D & went for novena with my cousins too! :) sooo, today= studied+church-ed+family-ed+talked to hot guy!
Im still pretty wide awake so i think i shall go grab my can of coffee & attempt to finish SEA history todayyy! Mom & Dad coming back tomorrow! :) (mon)
if only in didnt have to equal out, i think.
and when the clock strikes 12 and you find another boy to go and kiss and tell, cos you know i never will.
9/20/2008
noone but me from URL @ 1:17 AM
Say, someone comes up to you and asks, "If you knew that the world was coming to an end, how would you spend your last day?". Well let me ask you; if someone actually does come up to you and tells you that the world was ending tomorrow, would you even believe him?
I suppose it just works that way doesnt it? i mean, come on, be practical. duh you wouldn't believe the dude. its just innate human nature. we're contented with our current lives and so any thought of anything beyond just doesnt strike us as possible. or even if it does, its not something that we'd want to consider; contentment, complacency whatever- just no reason to, is there? People actually kill themselves worrying too much about the world ending. Its really just quite sad.
Eat, Love & be Merry, friends.
I miss doing quite a lot of things & quite a lot of people.
the only one that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
9/19/2008
noone but me from URL @ 4:02 PM
simp[:est of joys, its all that gets me through these days.
& family dosage does wonders :) yeap, i think thats all i want to say. oh and that i want a baby & i dont mind making one, mwahahaha!
someday we'll know, if love can move a mountain
9/15/2008
noone but me from URL @ 12:48 AM
TWO.
Okay well, studying didnt last. Bro pangseh-ed me to go study with friends. I went out to meet someone for awhile & then came home and desp housewives-marathonned. im hooked dammit! haha.  ohwelllll. ref to picture below. Because we're not Human if we don't take a break. Clockwise: Kath, Suria, rupini, Nurin, Myself, Natalie. Photographer: Nish. -14/09/2007. pffft. one year just sounds very long. but when it passes you by, like wth? you dont even realise till it does.pffft.
anyway. i would have willingly given up the desp housewives for a break like this-these girls and another day just like this. i miss. but ohwell. we still have the same relationship as we did then; just at a different place & not that often. but hey! we cant have it all can we? we're lucky that we did, so for now & forever more, this works just as fine so, :) all's good baby.
and i was talking to rupini on the phone just now. this stupid disgusting girl says that she wont eat dates cos they look like cockroaches, BUTTTTTTTTT! but she'll eat fried cockroaches cos its a delicasy. DISGUSTING SHIT. pandi also got limit knowww. eeeeeeew.
well anyway. only got school tomorrow, then study break till thurs when i have my ki paper, then study break till tues where the real bulk of the papers start. eeeeeeks :/
well, well. yeah guess im done here.
& hey, dont know if you read. but best friends are for a reason. im not next door nomore, but im only a call away k? love you dear. stay strong.
sing me my song again, will you?
seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us.
9/14/2008
noone but me from URL @ 12:34 PM
ONE.
brudder and i are studying at home. so far so good, mom's room has good fengshui. mom's room has good view too! i see eagles flying around. i wish i could fly tooooooo. oh well, k back to demand & supply. econzz zuckzzz my blooodzzzz. oh! i want to go donate blood after promoz! any takers? kkk bye. she said, you dont know me & you dont weigh my chance.
9/13/2008
noone but me from URL @ 11:50 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICIAAAAAA!
you're still my precious! :) &&& just so you know, you remember your xmas present to me last year? i agreed then, agree now & still will, forever and ever more. i pinky promise you & you know that's sacred. i mean, wellll, there are somethings that we just can't throw away right? love you much dear! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOOZZZYYYYY!
haha hello you! i remember that i didnt like you the first time i met you, but hey, guess what! we've come so far from then havent we! thank you for being the little-miss-bubbly that you are, and okayyyyyy. today i admit. life at vj would be pretty boring without you. :) but i still mean what i said about you though, mwahaha! (youknowww, the line you'll nvr forget heee) but know what, that makes you exceptional & that makes me like you for you! :)
Happy Birthday to the two of you, hope you two had lovely days! :) -
My mom says that she may meet pirates during her trip. (BLOOODYHELLL !SEPT11 OSAMA NOT ENOUGH AH. PIRATES ALSO SHE WANT AEKKKK!) Rambles, not that i should ask you to mind me. Oddly enough, i miss monty the most. I miss the silly dog jumping at my leg scratching me every single day i get home, even though every single day i push him away & shout "oiii stupid dog!". Now when i open my house door, i dont have to open slowly for fear for squashing his paws. I dont have to push him away or protect my legs. I dont have to yell "mooommmm im back" & i dont have to go to my room to call my dad & tell him im home. ): I dont really like going home now. The house is always dark, empty and quiet. :/ Its quite stupid when i turn on the radio just so there are voices in the house. & i havent had a proper meal in a long while too. Whenever my mom was away, my dad would come at least 3 times a week with dinner from my aunt. & whenever my mom was around, she'd cook at least 3-4 times a week. Now im always eating paus and drinking campbell soup. Yeah no curfew and all, but. Its fine but i just dont like this feeling very much? Especially at night. I know im 17 and all, but. aiya. i feel selfish for thinking what im thinking now. i dont suppose i've ever felt this lonely before. ohwelll. & to think i wna go overseas to study. so i should shut up, suck it up and deal with it. dont need anyone but myself right?
right, k shuttup sarah.
PROMOS START NEXT FREAKIN THURSDAY. MUST MUST MUST PROMOTE. BYE.
we were young, we thought we knew so much.
9/12/2008
noone but me from URL @ 4:40 PM
WHOOOPTIDOOO! i was feeling quite lousy just now cos i failed econs test (surpriseee), i didnt feel like doing my history essay, it was so freaking cold, my nose was running & i kept sneezing yucks, and i was hungggryyyyy. but now! (dont talk about econs dammit) some dear man turned off the aircon, im 1/4 way through my essay, my nose is still running & i still keep sneezing and im still hungry butbutbutbutbuttttttttt!
TIME FOR RAMLY & DENG DENG IS COMINGGGGG! :D :D :D i have been craving for these two for so long, soooo horriblyy baaadly that i always have these sound effects playing in my head. you know, the "dengdengdengdenggggg" sound effect (the scary movie sound you know!) & the 98.7 ramly song! "Yo ramly, you in the family, you...sthsthsth..." hahahah im reallllyreallllllly craving. esp this dengdeng, ohhh my dengdeng, its been one whole year! :D &&&! meeting a few of my delta dearests and zarifah & syimah! :D :D :D what reason to not go whooptidoo i ask you. so yes, lab closing byebye! WHOOOPTIDOOOO!
9/11/2008
noone but me from URL @ 1:42 AM
how did one cow greet the other in the morning? GOOOOOD MOOOOORNING!
Its been so long since i've been awake till this time doing work. Well, i slept from 6plus-9plus just now, so yeah. I was so horribly tired during school that during hist make-up lecture i was nodding off & instead of writing Kelantan i wore Kanasai. HAHA, i wonder wth i was dreaming about.
Anyway, NCC day dinner yesterday was niceeee! (yeah despite all the other bombastic words, i choose nice) Got to meet manymany people that i havent seen in donkeymonkeyturkey years, as well as my same old amigos! :) Okay im lazy to update, so yeah. This for now. I'll do a picture post another day when i get more pictures.
I like this picture! Its happiness+fun+nice! :) Anyway, no one can ever tear us pandis apart. (we're holding hands despite the CMI-GCG trying to separate us). Oh but GCG are good to go shopping with! hahah, eh thanks yo! :)
& check this out yo! This is Adlin's Literature essay & its upon 50.
yeap, 39! HIGHEST IN CLASS YO! :D :D :D (& yeah it was scanned and emailed to every jc1 lit kid in vj!) & syimah & i decided to go for recess together at 0130 just now, ahhaa. This,
is apparantly cedar's chicken rice. & drinks. (eh syimah, reminds me of the oreo you gave me long ago tt looked like stony-onions)
Hahaha, okay. Im bored again but i think my entertainer is asleep so im entertaining myself. I have to do my Great Ex essay, Gorbachev essay & then decol essay. Crap laaa. Im hoping to finish great ex by today. GoGoPowerRangerrrr! :D
Both my parents are outta town, heeee. My brother is actually doing housework! I cant wait for Friday. (food+friends=loveeee). DENGDENGDENGDENGGGG! Promos start next friday, bloodyhell. & if you think i give a shit that i pissed you off, think again. oh, please please please make post-promos plans materialise? okay? okay. i am hungry.
HAVE A GOOOOOOOD DAY YA'LL! :D
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted eyecandy oi! hot shittt! .
9/07/2008
noone but me from URL @ 12:06 AM
UPDATEEEEEE DOWNDAYYYYYY! (haha k lame) i know you misssed mee!
Wednesday
Studied at Mccafe with nurin then had dinner at a secretyummmyyyy place! :D haha.
Thursday Went to school for 6 hours of seasn history, siao ting tong i tell you. Got so mentally drained i couldn't really do anything after that. Helped rachel do art & craft, OH! i sang&sang&sang, such joy! :) & then distracted adlin so we went to do pull ups. Left pretty early, came home & slacked cos i had a headache.
Friday I missed my Lit makeup lesson cos i overslept & felt damn weak when i woke up ): It was an impt lesson ): but anywayyyy. Went to ppmacs to study with rupini. Msged syimah to tell her (cos someone msg saying raining so nvr go school, stupidgirl) dont be jealoussss! Then next thing i know, she was coming to study with us at ppmacs. HAHA BEST LA YOU! Zennnn, suria came with her friend & then narmo came to join us. Best la! :D (nono, this is really best! :) Studied until dinner time. (haha our stomachs all had techno and bhangra dancing going on ah btw, waiting for 7.08pm) THEN! THE NEW PANDI REVEALED HERSELF. (ah GCG you see! your member betrayed you! she's now one of us, mwahaha)
This is allllll the food she had for dinner. LOOK AT HER SMILE LA AIYOOO!
CHEW CHEW CHEWW MY FOOOD. GENTLY DOWN MY THROAAATTT. MERRILY MERRILY MERRILY MERRILY, LIFE'S ABOUT BEING A PANDI! (IT RHYMESS! HAHAHA!:D)
Vampire vampire vampire, check! Vampire, syimaholmez. vampire, SCARED.
THEN SHE FIGHT WITH MY SAYANG FOR FOOD. TOO MUCH AH!
But roopiboopi gave in, so yeah. MISS PANDI UNIVERSE, SYIMAHOLMEZZ YO! HAHA!
anyway, then we walked back to the old cedar site, just to take a look. & omg, it sucked? i know they were tearing the school down and all, but.. ): cannot laaaa. didnt help that the parts that were already gone were the parts that held the most memories. but oh well. the world keeps spinning, life goes on. we'll be 20 (SO OLD! *coughs) when the new cedar opens up; i dread to think what its gna look like. sighhh, ah well.
welllll, we took a picture!
set off home, TGIF yo. It was a lovely day my dears, thank you syimahkaya roopiboopi surio & narmo!
Saturday Met nurin & rupini at ppmacs to study, ended up at kfc cos we kna chased out. Studied till dinner & thennnnnn best. We sat around and just talked the night away till 10! TEN O CLOCK! gosh. But we had a reallly nice conversation, didnt we? :) cant talk to just anyone about the stuffs we did. Love ya'll! & stop trying to make me jealous, not workinngggg! & no i will never forget what kind of wonderful friends ya'll are, the FIRST to lend me a hand everytime i fall, hahahaha. NOT FUNNNYYYY. It was raining hippos & hippopotamus but we decided to walk past cedar again. Again heartpain ): ah well & so yeap, homesweeethome. -
OKAY ITS 0142 hours, my stupid nose thinks its at the olypimcs aiming for the 100m sprints goldstarstar award, asshole; but yeah- so im leaving now to beijing to chase after it, byebyeeeee.
(oh anw eh! my tamil is okay okayyyy! mr omer will be proud of me! :)
i think its scary how fast a whole year has passed by, especially when i can still vividly remember what happened on each of these dates last year. ohwell, lovely memories ;)
It's a damn cold night, Tryin' to figure out this life, Won't you take me by the hand, Take me somewhere new,
9/04/2008
noone but me from URL @ 10:49 PM
antha naal nyaabagam. naan unnidem ellaathayum solla virumbugiraen, aanal enakku migavum bayamaaga irrukirathu. naan paaesum moriyil unnaku oru sila vaarthaigal thaan theriyum; (kurippaga, muundru) ippothaikku, nee athai mattum purinthu kondaal, ennaku poothum.
we were brave like soldiers, falling down under the pale moonlight.
noone but me from URL @ 12:12 AM
If you know me well enough, you'd know that i don't believe in coincidences; if you don't, well i don't- not at all. Call me stupid, call me wishful but i believe in Fate. That everything that happens, happens cos it was meant to, for some reason that you may or may not ever be meant to know. Like, i dont know.. Ex-spouses don't just meet each other overseas by chance? well they definately arent fated to be togther so, It kinda leaves me wondering, you know.
Hello ex, i don't know how or why or -insertwordofamazement- but our telepathy is amazing. Its quite scary cos its been going on for, what, 3 years now? I rmbr sgt dhilshad first pointing it out cos we always looked at each other, always!, before talking. Haha, remember she thought we like, liked each other! & during syf, how after we marched out we realised that we had looked at the clock at the exact same time during the marchpast. Rmbr! haha, i rmbr a lot with you :) & now, the things we say, moves we make, times we think of each other- I think we are like nuclei and our electron shells cross each other, haha. I love you my dear! :) & ehh, such unglam stories all dont need to tell okay, vaaiai potthu.
Why didnt the skeleton cross the road? Cos he didnt have guts! HAHAHAH!
closer, closer, lean on me now, lean on me now.
9/02/2008
noone but me from URL @ 11:12 PM
HELLLLLOOOO! update update update! this blog is now just gna serve the purpose of memory-keepsake. from my kental sec2 days till now, haha.
Okay, but i must start with today first. Tuesday- TODAY! Studied at marina with nurin the piggggg who pangseh-ed me halfway to go home and sleep. butbutbut, anyway i left after while too cos MY COUSIN GAVE BIRTH! TO LEEETLEEE TWINSSSS! :D :D :D ELDER BROTHER & YOUNGER SISTER! :D :D :D zomgggg the cutest little things i've ever seen in my entire life! Soooo cutteeeeeee! The girl looked like a little doll okay, reallly. & the boy's eyes are so huge! Ayeeeeee sososoooo cuteeeeeee! &&& twins too! How cool is that! I think their names are krishika(girl) & krishay(boy), named after their late-grandpa named krishnan. I think the names sound prettty. but anyway, awwww damn cute laaa! I was just staring at them for so long. They'll sleep, suddenly wake up, open their eyes, cry, close their eyes & go right back to sleep. Awwwwww. SHIT LA! I WANT A BABY TOOOOOO! HAHA. But realllly, the most fragile cutest things ever! So teeeeeny as welll, gosh! TWO TOO! + my dad refused to send me home (out of the way, wth) so my cousin thompang-ed me home on his bike! VRAVRAVROOOM! :D i love bike rides, the adrenaline rush is like wowweeee! (oh, uhm, a distant cousin of mine passed away sat night in malacca due to a bike accident. :/)
last Friday- Teachers' Day! teachers' day at vj was okay, miss goh didnt turn up so our class was rather pathetic-ally left there. ohwell, we just ate up all the breakfast we got her. the concert was kinda just video after video but they were all pretty hilarious! haha, vj's teachers are quite on! :D left with the vj cedarians after that to cedar! WHOOPTIDOO! i only managed to see mr goh (!!!:D:D:D!!!) & then i was like "mr goh we have to act like we havent seen each other for very long" (cos i just saw him last week) then he went "oh okayokay". then suddenly he did this super enthusiastic hand action and went "OH SARAH! HI HI! how are you!" hahahaha. super cute! :D :D HAHA. & then i said, "mr goh you were my best physics teacher ever!" & he started smiling away, then i said "because you were my only physics teacher ever!" HAHA! ayeee mr goh. met my vj4i lovelies! :D:D:D sorry couldnt stay for lunch with ya'll though :/ didnt see muu, abby or lichu though ): miss ya'll a lotlotlot dears!
took a few pictures & this was a nice one! except for adlin cos she's forever unglam. OH! & cheryl too! HAHAH. she can never open her eyes when taking pictures.
& then our typical 1,2,3 POSE! picture! the fun's in taking the picture actually! :)
 then left with my delta dearests for lunch! :D ten to ramenten! hahaha. dont have that picture yet though. (stupid roopiboopi!) decided to go window shopping after that but nurin & fad really decided to shop,
so this was what the rest of us did! cheryl rupini & nish had left alr.
hahaha. went to far east, wisma, taka, sat around outside ngee ann city then went to visit zarifah at work! before that we formed our "chain of friendship" & linked arms walking through orchard road. hahaha, who cares if we looked retarded. :D we even went up the escalators vertically so that we wouldn't let go!
toook a peeekture with ma'am zarifahhhhh! hahaha. (sry couldnt resist!)
after that we went to borders for awhile, the rest left so cheryl fad & i hung around for a bit at wheelock's coffee bean just talking & then left too.
I missed sunmeng a lotlotlotlotlot ): Anywayyyy, my delta are my dearests! The happiness i feel when im with them is, incommensurable. (which means cannot be measured! aha i learnt a new word today) Its kind of a different kind of happiness. Plus the safety, security and just the plain old joy :) Its a certain kinda comfort that i think only some in life will ever be able to find. 2o of us did! :D & i love the nonsense that we always do when we go out together, hahaha. My one in a million, once in a lifetime! :) Saturday- NUS show! I lazed around at home virtually the entire day & then left for the nus show at 5plus. Had some wild cuckoo & chimpanzee come and attack me, zomg. Such stalkers! Tskkk. But ya laaa, how sweeeet! :D hahaha nice to see you 2! Anyway suria sus & i went to watch nish dance & narmo and rupini did backstage. Woah, nish you were damn pro laaa! Shakeshake jumpjump! Power or whaaaaat! So proud of you! & its over now! Glad i could watch! :D Eh, so proooooo! hahahah. (once again no pictures yet cos with roopiboopi) (but anw, eh nishukusu! so prooooooo!) OH CHECK OUT THIS LINK! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=btuYAA2cYNM nish is the second from the right, facing the stage. SEE PRO RIGHT! :D ahahha & that was us shouting "go nishanthi!" haha. I love you nishukusu! go drop out of school & go dance la! hahaha. Anw rupini and i had some weirdddd telepathic moment in the carride home & then yeap, home at 12! Sunday- Studyyy! Went to study at the airport with nurin. It was actually pretty productive i think! I shall revert back to the airport more often now. Met reddy & we ate popeyes! Yeapppp. Monday- Study+slack! Was with rupini, studied for awhile, then decided to go catch 4-bia! HAHA not scary la pls! Its quite funny. & then we went shopping, lagi best! HAHA. Studied after that,then met my dad & bro and cousins for dinner at adam road! Go k, my cousin's shop at adam road called "Adam's Delights!" HAHA. Yeah, damn shiok the food. - Yesyes, that would be all. A whole weeeeeeek of studying, make that two plus the third of promos awaits me. (but im damn glad cos once thats done, its cambodia+shopping+ncc that awaits me. + the fact that one school year's over!)
TIME FLIES SO DAMN FAST, DAMMIT. THINK WHAT CHOOCHOOTRAIN AHHHH. sheeeeesh. Selamat berpuasa to all muslims!
look at the stars, look how they shine for you.
9/01/2008
noone but me from URL @ 10:28 PM
Sometimes i really don't understand myself. I want the truth and yet when im presented with the truth, i dare not acknowledge it so that it kinda just glares at me in the, "here, IN YOUR F'ING FAT FACE!" manner. You know, like when someone shines a torchlight in your face and you don't want to look at it, but you had asked for light? I feel veryveryvery tired now; i wish i had a credit card, i tell you i'd run away & i know exactly where i want to go and how to get there. Well, i just don't see the point in the things im doing now. "why did jack do badly in decimals? cos he couldnt see the point!" hahaha, adlin's joke. Times like these i'd really like to go for ncc, the cheapest easiest escape. & making a difference, even in one cadet's life, makes me feel a whole lot better than getting a 21 for a history essay; Yeah i dont see the point in this whole academic pursuit as well. I mean, what are we chasing after in the end? Ohwell. Anyway, anyway. Yeah i feel very tired. So goodnight world. I wonder if murderers have a goodnight's rest. Hmm.
& i dont know why i feel the need to justify myself but yeah im fine :) Mom's back!
maybe this is going too fast, and maybe its not meant to last.
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